Thinking and talking about the spirituality or awakening is not the same as practicing and living it. Who has learned to swim by talking about it?
If you wish to get free of suffering, if you want to merge with the Source, don’t lose your energy in idle talking and superficialities. Practice returning to the Now. Let your senses get quiet and your mind get clear. Return to state before you were born. Before your conditioning started. Return to your original nature. Stop believing that you are separated from life around you and from the Ultimate Source.
And when you return to the Oneness, don't comment, don’t judge, don’t compliment yourself, don’t be proud and among all don’t worship it. This will just bring the separation again. Simply merge with the truth, and let it swallow you.